I didn't take that blow to heart 
you couldn't tear our home apart 
you anything you wanted everything 
i don't have brusies i can show 
scars from abuse without a blow 
you anything you wanted everything 
You don't owe anything to me 
I didn't take that blow to heart 
you couldn't tear our home apart 
you anything you wanted everything 
You don't owe anything to me 
but don't expect me not to live 
I ask each year 
why am i here 
begging you please 
remembering 
i'd rather die than be alone 
I didn't take that blow to heart 
you couldn't tear our home apart 
give you anything you wanted everything 
You don't owe anything to me 
but don't expect me not to live 
I ask each year 
why am i here 
begging you please 
remembering 
i'd rather die than be alone