I can't believe 
After all this time 
I'm in love with a man 
Who can never be mine 
And just to think 
I believe one day you'd really leave 
Like you said you would 
Cause you don't love her 
But your little girl really needs you  oh 
1   christmas you weren't with me 
New year's eve you were not around 
Valentine's came and went 
Makes me wonder where your time was spent 
Fireworks on the fourth of july 
Thanksgiving was another lie 
Your family has never met me 
And you've never met mine, no happy holiday 
I have to let go of this feeling 
Being with you deprives me of a true love 
I can't go on living this life 
Without being number one 
This is finally goodbye 
I pray to god you live a happy life 
Cause loving you just isn't right 
Repeat 1 
I wish i had known 
The situation from the start 
Now it's complicated 
Because i gave you my heart 
Honestly i held on 
For my ego, my pride 
But what goes around, come around 
But maybe next time i'll be on the other side 
Hmm, oh, yeah, oh 
Last time little didi, di 
You're gone do, do, do, dum 
Do do, do, do, do ooh, hey oh 
Repeat 1