Woke up i had the same clothes on i had on last night 
damn 
i must have passed out 
and cash is just like the clothes i worn yesterday 
we are broke 
damn 
i gotta get my ass out 
i went to see what my friend was talking about 
drugs 
he told me cocaine would get you clout 
my momma said he's trouble and schools my route 
but i went to high school and got kicked out 
so i'm driving this truck down the 95 
i pray to god i make it home alive 
i don't get pulled over by the man 
i just want to make it home to hold your hand 
Chorus 
Goodbye beloved one 
do you know what i am 
if you don't see my face no more 
i'm a provider girl, gotta face the streets tonight 
Goodbye beloved one 
do you know what i am 
you don't see my face no more 
i'm a rider, girl gotta face the streets tonight 
you say you don't want me to go but i have to 
please don't weep 
i love you 
I refuse to be a bum 
especially coming where i'm from 
i'm a provider girl 
and i love you 
so it's just like i said before 
heading down 95 
dodging johnny law 
i don't need a ticket though i never got one 
if he pulls me over 
he can feel my shotgun 
i think about life pull down my hat 
it's just like this road i don't know where i'm at 
i don't want to be another cocaine story 
will i find my sanity 
where i find my glory 
come on 
Repeat chorus 
Someday, someday, this will be over 
we'll raise a family 
i'll get a job and i'll be a voter 
and if i die 
it will change you 
change you 
i watch over a family 
but only as an angel 
So don't tell me you don't know what you see 
when you're looking at a motherfucker just like me 
i'm a provider girl 
i said don't tell me you don't know what you see 
when you're looking at a motherfucker just like me 
i'm a rider girl 
Repeat chorus 
I love you girl 
i'm doing this for us 
i don't know any better 
what am i supposed to do 
nothing i love you