Could i end my life with a knife sharpened of problems 
sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns 
a papercut bleeds like a cut vein 
could this sky open up and accept this tortured soul 
but my wings have yet to work 
change means nothing 
when nothing wants to change 
save your strength for the first disappointment 
break this mirror that changes you 
forever is such an unpleasant word 
it begins to eat you / from the inside out 
blood stains on the wall / beg for sleep 
as the noose is tied around your neck