The end begins. 
i can't escape 
as it pulls me further into anesthesia. 
tear down my sense of conviction. 
corrupt my soul. 
the end begins. 
in my eyes. 
in my heart. 
i have laid upon a deadman's bed, 
only to fall into a trap of lies and seduction that rivals the greatest sense of love. 
play it back 
until the voice becomes just a sound. 
penetrate my mind with all these images of you. 
i have given up an angel's kiss. 
only to break apart your path of trust and burn myself down. 
struggle to the end; 
i scare myself. 
i'd give it all to have it back. 
i could have had it all in front of you all by myself. 
love in my eyes, 
lust in my heart. 
i made it all up. 
lies, deceit empowers me, 
so it ends.