New year  
Sitting here stressing 
At 2:30 am 
About how fast a year can go 
I wonder where it went 
If we start all over again 
Would it really work? 
I know that you could be could be 
Coming back to me 
Mesmerised .. 
By the thought of it 
Traumatised .. 
I‘m so scarced of it 
Wanna stop thinking 
Gotta get to sleep 
Gotta wake up fresh 
Get on my feet 
Push the thought of you away 
Do it today 
I‘m older than my years 
Drowning in my tears 
Surrounded by the fear 
Since you went away 
A year ago 
At christmas 
You locked away your secrets 
Kept them away from me 
I only came to say goodbye 
Now you finally see 
You wanna start all over again 
Make it work this time 
But i don‘t wanna end up feeling far away from fine 
I memorised .. 
What you said to me 
So surprised .. 
It was hell to be 
So frustrated with the way we were 
Not a single word could make it work 
Now look at us today 
We blew it away 
I‘m older than my years 
Drowning in my tears 
Surrounded by the fear 
Since you went away 
A year ago 
At christmas 
I‘m older than my years 
Drowning in my tears 
Surrounded by the fear 
Since you went away 
A year ago 
At christmas 
I‘m older than my years .. last year 
Drowing in my tears .. last year 
I‘m older than my years .. last year 
Drowing in my tears .. last year .. 
I‘m older than my years .. last year 
Drowing in my tears .. last year 
At christmas 
I‘m older than my years .. at christmas 
Drowing in my tears .. at christmas 
At christmas 
I‘m older than my years 
I‘m older than my years (quietly)