Sunlight warms my face
it's hard to take in
an overwhelming grace
from the way that i live
so close to you
i feel so ashamed
this must be new
cuz i've fallen again
the stench smells so real
like i've been here before
emotions will kill
the life i've always known
because of their lies
the world seems to change
but since you've arrived
i feel no more pain
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because i have become the one thing i hate
i've become the smile on your face
there's no need to save the me that i've made
cuz i have become the one thing i hate
the unwanted things
that breathe in my skin
that filled all the void
in which i live in
and everytime you bounce
i feel so alive
know many ways to count
the many times i've died
[chorus]
so close to you, so close to you