Have you seen my sanity?
i seem to have left it at home 
i feel pushed up against the wall 
like some black flag song 
Oh and i try to wish it away 
everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell
Why am i so selfish?
i push away everyone who loves me 
i don't want, want to be like this 
i just want someone to hold me 
why am i so childish? 
it's because my mother never loved me 
i don't want to be like this 
i just want someone to hold me 
Hold on tight 
everything will be alright 
if i choose i 
Why am i so selfish? 
i push away everyone who loves me 
i don't want, want to be like this 
i just want someone to hold me 
why am i so childish? 
it's because my mother never loved me 
i don't want to be like this 
i just want someone to hold me